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It has come to my attention that I need a support system in my life, the roots of my tree, so to speak.
People who can help me in the eternal struggle that is my life. Friends I can vent or otherwise talk to without fear of alienation or disappointment, being judged, sounding like a certified freak or otherwise being a burden. Allies I can count on to have my back when I need to take steps to change my life (and holding me accountable for those steps). People I can trust in my circle.
A tall order, I know, but I need to move forward in my life. Life is hard enough as it is, and adding mental illness on top of that makes it even harder. And honestly, it is NOT something I can do on my own.
Yeah, that's in capital letters, because I have tried and consistently failed, as some of you are aware.
So, there you have it. If that is you, please contact me. All I ask is that you have an open mind, a lot of patience, and that you avoid the "tough love" approach.
People who can help me in the eternal struggle that is my life. Friends I can vent or otherwise talk to without fear of alienation or disappointment, being judged, sounding like a certified freak or otherwise being a burden. Allies I can count on to have my back when I need to take steps to change my life (and holding me accountable for those steps). People I can trust in my circle.
A tall order, I know, but I need to move forward in my life. Life is hard enough as it is, and adding mental illness on top of that makes it even harder. And honestly, it is NOT something I can do on my own.
Yeah, that's in capital letters, because I have tried and consistently failed, as some of you are aware.
So, there you have it. If that is you, please contact me. All I ask is that you have an open mind, a lot of patience, and that you avoid the "tough love" approach.
Final Fantasy VII: All For Nothing
Since I can't play FF VII: Rebirth, I watched the ending. Aerith still dies. All that teasing Square-Enix did was just BS. She's still dead, and was going to die no matter what. Now Cloud's even more broken, and will be damn near impossible for Tifa to save once he does snap. It was all meaningless. The world is still going to be smashed by Sephiroth's Meteor, and Aerith still has to stay in the Lifestream, using Holy at the last moment. Just like the first time. Square-Enix had a chance to save her, and tell the story in a new way, and chart a new, less depressing course. But, no. Aerith Gainsborough is still dead. By Sephiroth's hand. Final Fantasy VII is going to end the same damn way it did in 1997. All that fluff about defying destiny and fighting for a new future was all lies. Nothing but lies. What was the point? Why didn't they just remake the game as it was? Why mislead the public like this? Marketing? Hype? SALES?! Now they have to end the story in the exact same
Notes to Myself: June Edition
Classic Sonic is back to stay. DEAL WITH IT. Save more money. Yes, even more money than you think you do (which isn't enough to write home about, FYI). June is Pride Month, and it's not going away. It's sinful and wrong, but that's the way it is. DEAL WITH IT. You are not dateable. At all. Work on that. Those plans you had were yours and yours alone. It's YOUR fault they didn't get done. DEAL WITH IT. Your mom's boyfriend is a stubborn, bitter old man set in his ways, just like your dad's wife. If you don't want to turn into that, get out of this rut you're in. Your YouTube videos won't make themselves. Now that you have what you need, get busy. God is not going to suddenly make your life better if you're going to keep living in sin. You KNOW why. Repent ASAP, so He can show you what to do next. Yes, you know what the Sonic franchise needs to be truly great once more, but no one (ESPECIALLY SEGA) is going to care if you're not the type of person worth listening to. Yes, getting banned
Street Fighter VI: Mod Wishlist
A wedding tuxedo for Ryu. A brighter green for Cammy's classic costume. Somewhat beefier arms for Chun-Li. Updated jiggle physics for the ladies. A Violent Ken mod (Costume 1). The works. Lower the zipper of Juri's second costume. A Shadow Lady color for Chun-Li. Add clothing damage to the battle damage. That's all for now.
Sonic Team USA
One ambition I have is to revive Sonic Team USA. Our focus would be to make the kinds of games Sonic Team Japan are unwilling or unable to; The B team taking the creative risks they can't. In order to be trusted with a new Sonic game, however, we'd start by fixing the older ones. In particular, we would remake the "failures" or "disappointments," bringing out their true potential. Or, just making the few sucky games not suck. Once we've proven ourselves, we'd make something brand new, a game that would push the franchise forward and truly serve as the next evolutionary step. Gameplay, graphics, music & sound, narrative & world building, presentation, marketing, etc. Every single envelope would be pushed as far as possible. There would be no paid unlockables; all additional content would be earned the old-fashioned way, by playing the game and getting good. Or, by using cheat codes, having save data of previous Sonic games, or participating in viral campaigns. Lastly, the new Sonic Team USA would hopefully be enough to take some pressure away from the Japan team so they can be free to make the games THEY want to make. Both teams would communicate and help each other, perhaps forging a friendly rivalry. All this is what I want to do for the franchise that has defined me, and has been a constant pillar in my life. Sonic has done much for me. I just want to help.
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i have the same problem. i tried living in a group home but i got kicked out for something i did that was really stupid. now my parents are trying to find me a condo and a permanent caregiver. it's scary. i'd say get the help of an organization that sets up caregivers and see if they can help pay for it.